Aug 28, 2012 – Word: Black Eyed Children

About a week ago, one of my youtube channel subs sent me an article about some strange phenomenon called “Black Eyed Children.”  To be perfectly honest, I really didn’t think the article was credible.  And I gave the issue no more thought after that.  But then, I remembered I have seen black eyed people in a dream once back on March 19, 2012, I call them the Seers of Satan. I made a video about what I was shown:

On Aug 28, 2012, I came across a blog posting of someone I highly respect, who had relayed his thoughts about a phenomenon called “Black Eyed Kids.”  So, this definately intrigued me.  (See blog article here: L.A. Marzulli, Author:

Years ago, I would have scoured the internet for information regarding something like this; but not anymore.  Instead I decided to entreat Abba in Yeshua’s Name, and asked for His counsel on the matter.  I prayed and annointed myself, praying a hedge of protection around my bedroom, home, and property.  This is what the Lord gave me:


I asked two questions, and the Lord answered speaking to my spirit:

Q:  What do they want?

A: They want to cause harm; no goodness in them.  Evil traitors.

Q: Did they escape a laboratory or institution?

A: They were set free.  Global.


I believe I may actually have a dream about the black eyed children; if I do, I will share what I am shown.

P.S. Incidentally, I received a word while in prayer on August 6, 2012, with regard to growth hormone, that I would like to share as well.  Here is the word:  “Metamucil; growth hormone, they put that in there.”

Aug 2, 2012 – Dream: Torn in Two, FEMA Camps

In order to understand this dream the reader will have to read “Strange Occurance, Blood Covenant” first: ) Please visit that post first, then read this one.


In this dream, I was given a directive:

I was told to cut my clothing in half (from top to bottom directly in the middle) and walk around wearing them that way.

I complained saying, “But the people will see me, they will think I’m strange!”   I also asked, “Why do I have to do this?”

Then, I was shown a woman in a bathroom stall.  She was being watched by a overbearing prison guard.  When the woman reached for toilet paper to clean herself, instead she grabbed a shower cap and wiped with it.

In this second part of the dream, I felt absolutely no emotion whatsoever.


My basic understanding at this present time is that, the first part of the dream speaks of “Division” for the people.  A separating of the sheep from the goats.

The second part of the dream speaks to what I believe was a symbolic representation of the Holocaust.  The urinating woman is symbolic of a sinful nation; the prison guard symbolic of “captivity” and the shower cap being symbolic of the “showers” of the German Nazi camps.


Update June 29, 2013: This directive has to do with my Covering, and the Covering of God’s people. The ones who are living in Apostacy will have to suffer the consequences.

There is a dear brother who made a video about the things the prophets of old were told to do as part of their prophetic ministry.  I am including his video in my blog:

Aug 2, 2012 – Strange Occurance, Blood Covenant

Prior to the events of August 2, 2012, I had a dream where all of my teeth fell out of my mouth:

A few days later, I received a dream where the Lord put ashes in my mouth:

On August 2, 2012, I spent most of the night in prayer. I had fallen asleep, and then something happened, I don’t exactly know what made me wake from my sleep, but when I awoke, I felt hands on my head, and I somehow bit down on the back left-hand side of my tongue in such a way that I started bleeding and my mouth filled with blood. Then the Lord spoke these words to my spirit, citing book, chapter, and verse:

Joh 3:16: For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.


I documented everything on my Notecorder, and wrote down these words in my journal:

Why did the Lord cause me to bite my tongue and make it bleed?  My mouth moved outside of my own will!  I think it is symbolic of my future, I will be speaking on behalf of the Lord or something.  I’m not really sure, but it was just so strange how it all happened.  I know it was of the Lord.  He caused the prophets of old to do things that signified his will in their lives…”

He gave me a word, He said, “MESSIANIC.”  And then just recently, He helped me to understand that I had entered into a solemn blood covenant, a union with Him.  I had already agreed to enter into the Covenant, it happened in another dream:

July 14, 2012 – Dream: Teeth Falling Out

This dream also speaks to the prophetic ministry I have been given…

In this dream, something frightening was happening to my mouth. All of my teeth were loose and crumbling, despite my attempts to keep them in my mouth. A woman in the dream who revealed herself to me as my mentor explained saying, “Don’t be frightened, this happens when there is great sin in a person’s life. This is what must happen in order to make restitution to God.”

But I cried, “But what have I done that is so terrible? I try so hard to be good!”

She replied, “It’s the same thing that happened to the prophets of old.”

I walked over to a bathroom sink and began spitting the teeth out, there was nothing I could do, I could not keep my teeth in my mouth and my grieving was tremendous. There were a lot of dead teeth, and I was extremely sad, weeping, in the dream. I thought to myself oh no! I’ve lost all my teeth and everyone will know!

Mournfully, I looked in the mirror and made a grin to see my toothless face, dreading the appearance of my face…But instead what happened was I saw a mouthful of PERFECT TEETH, all two rows of them, perfectly formed, perfectly white, they were beautiful – and I was so very relieved!

As the dream came to a close, I was still very troubled about all the teeth I had spit out, I likened them to dead bones. I didn’t want anyone to know that I had gone though that terrible ordeal, I felt so much shame.

Broken Teeth

When I woke from the dream, I had purposed it in my heart not to share it, because I was afraid of what people would think.  But the truth is, what I was shown has broader applications and it is relevant, not only to myself but also to anyone who calls themselves a Christian.  We all have the Spirit of Prophesy if we have the Testimony of Jesus, Rev 19:10; and if we break even just one law of God – we’ve broken them all.

This is why living in the Spirit of Repentance is so critical to our walk:

Jas 2:10  For whosoever shall keep the whole law, and yet offend in one point, he is guilty of all.

Apr 1, 2012 – Inspection, Dream Covenant

I had two very profound dreams on April 1, 2012, that I haven’t yet shared because they are personal to me.  I don’t want to share the more personal dreams, because I am a private person, and the personal dreams are just for me.  But, for the purposes of bringing a more complete picture to my Online Dream Diary, I need to open up about a few of the private dreams so that the reader can more readily understand why I take my dreams so seriously.

In the first dream, I was a little lamb, and I was surrounded by other lambs.  The Lord was inspecting all of the lambs and I waited my turn.  I noticed there were alot of people, alot of activity, I didn’t fully understand all that I saw, but I did understand one thing:  I was about to be inspected by the Lord.

He picked me up and looked me over, from head to foot, top to bottom, inspecting everything about me.  I heard Him say:



And I saw that He was closely guarding all of the lambs that passed inspection, including me.

In the second dream, the Lord came to me saying, “I want to enter into a Dream Covenant with you.”  My response was, “I accept.”  I was given the understanding that He would reveal the purpose of the Dream Covenant over time.  Two words were given to me after waking from the dream:  “Appointed” and “Divine Promotion.”


As time goes on, little by little, dream by dream, from prayer to prayer, I understand more what the Dream Covenant is about…and I know there is still more to learn about it; the reason for that is, to be perfectly honest, the way my brain works – I need alot of time to reflect on the things I am given.

This is part of the reason why I don’t generally share the dreams I have immediately – it’s because I need time to process the information.  I need time to think about what I have been shown, and to calm down from the powerful emotions I feel in the dreams.

To put it even more bluntly, I’m a slow, methodical learner – I require alot of private personal time to reflect and think. And also, I wait for the leading of the Holy Spirit to let me know when the time is right to share.  I don’t rush, I don’t think it’s right to rush.

I’m still unclear why the Lord put it in such formal terms:  Dream Covenant – that sounds so official.  But that is what He named the dreams He is giving me…and this is why I take them so seriously.

Aug 28, 2012 – Dream: Forgiveness and Mercy

Last night I had the most beautiful dream.  I was shown another aspect of the powerful tenderness of the Lord, He revealed His tremendous love, forgiveness and mercy to me and when I woke from the dream and began recording it, I kept saying, “Thank you Jesus” over and over again because the dream gave me such tremendous pleasure and joy – it is indescribable the intimacy displayed in the dream.  I’m so honored and I can’t even comprehend the blessing He’s bestowed on me.

Happy Girl Eating Dinner

Today as I listened to the recording while jotting the dream down in my journals, I just began weeping.   I wept because of all the lost years, the years I spent toiling in the world, lusting after the things of the flesh and the world, and I realize what a waste of precious time those years were!  If I would have just stopped long enough to really, truly seek our Lord Jesus with all my heart, not just with words, but really understood the treasure that Jesus truly is – well I can’t imagine where I’d be today in my walk with Him.

Don’t get me wrong, I constantly had Jesus on my lips, everyone knew and knows me to be a Christian, I never hid my faith or belief in Jesus under a bushel – but I spent so much time living in error, not fully understanding the true meaning of “relationship” with Jesus…what a terrible crying shame!!  I’m so upset at myself for being a blunderer for so long, I think of these wonderful dreams I’m having and the depth of the love and compassion the Lord is tenderly displaying to me and I am so humbled, I’m so humbled – I don’t deserve this honor, to be visited by the Lord night after night – who am I that He should spend so much time with me?  I’m nothing!  I don’t deserve this blessing at all, I’m certain there are more pious people out there, people who have done more for the cause of Christ than I ever have and could ever hope to!

In front of everyone, I don’t care who is reading this – I want to say, “Abba! Father, forgive me, forgive me for wasting so much time on the things of this world, for being wise in my own eyes, for thinking I had it all together, for causing you grief and grieving your Spirit, forgive me Lord!  I repent and turn away from all unrighteousness in favor of your Loving Kindness, your Forgiveness, and your Mercy… ”

….there’s no turning back for me now, and I would never want to, I’m more adamant now to serve Christ than ever before….  I mean….what would I go back to…?   …the filth and garbage of this world??

No thank you.


2Pe 2:19-21  While they promise them liberty, they themselves are the servants of corruption: for of whom a man is overcome, of the same is he brought in bondage. For if after they have escaped the pollutions of the world through the knowledge of the Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ, they are again entangled therein, and overcome, the latter end is worse with them than the beginning.

For it had been better for them not to have known the way of righteousness, than, after they have known it, to turn from the holy commandment delivered unto them. But it is happened unto them according to the true proverb, The dog is turned to his own vomit again; and the sow that was washed to her wallowing in the mire.

July 14, 2012 – Dream: Woman In Ephah

In this dream, I was in a very strange looking city, it was dim, like the light given when the sun is close to disappearing.  A woman came to me, very frantic and upset that her porch was rotting badly.  She wanted to show it to me, and she was very urgently prodding me to come with her to see.  So I agreed and we rushed to her porch on the other side of town.  I saw that her porch had black rot all around it, and I said, “This is very dangerous, if someone isn’t careful, they could fall right through!”  Just as I said that, the floorboards began to crumble and a gaping hole opened up.  I looked down inside of it and saw a horrible sight!

ephod woman

I saw a mangled, fully clothed dead woman, laying on her stomach, arms and legs all cattywompus, and her decapitated head lay between her legs.  She apparently had been hidden there, and there was a box of her clothing sitting near her.  Oddly enough, there was snow on the ground all around her (indicating a season of spiritual blindness).  I became very frightened in the dream and ran away but soon after, the woman showed up again, this time she said that the dead person underneath her porch had reanimated and climbed out of the hole; she didn’t know what to do…

And the dream ended.


So, after having this very disturbing dream, I thought about the Ephod.  From what I understand the Ephod was at one time used by the people of God, and David specifically to communicate with YHVH.  This was how things were done in those days.  However, the people turned away from true worship of YHVH and were using the Ephod for wickedness.  I don’t fully understand everything having to do with the Ephod, so I am just sharing my basic understanding at this present time.

The word the Lord gave me after receiving this dream is:



Excerpt from Matthew Henry’s Commentary of the Whole Bible:

II. He sees a woman sitting in the midst of the ephah, representing the sinful church and nation of the Jews in their latter and degenerate age, when the faithful city became a harlot. He that weighs the mountains in scales and the hills in a balance measures nations and churches as in an ephah; so exact is he in his judicial dealings with them. God’s people are called the corn of his floor, Isa_21:10. And here he puts this corn into the bushel, in order to his parting with it. The angel says of the woman in the ephah, This is wickedness; it is a wicked nation, else God would not have rejected it thus; it is as wicked as wickedness itself, it is abominably wicked. How has the gold become dim! Israel was holiness to the Lord (Jer_2:3); but now this is wickedness, and wickedness is nowhere so scandalous, so odious, and, in many instances, so outrageous, as when it is found among professors of religion.

See also:  Zec 5:5-11