Aug 28, 2012 – Dream: Forgiveness and Mercy

Last night I had the most beautiful dream.  I was shown another aspect of the powerful tenderness of the Lord, He revealed His tremendous love, forgiveness and mercy to me and when I woke from the dream and began recording it, I kept saying, “Thank you Jesus” over and over again because the dream gave me such tremendous pleasure and joy – it is indescribable the intimacy displayed in the dream.  I’m so honored and I can’t even comprehend the blessing He’s bestowed on me.

Happy Girl Eating Dinner

Today as I listened to the recording while jotting the dream down in my journals, I just began weeping.   I wept because of all the lost years, the years I spent toiling in the world, lusting after the things of the flesh and the world, and I realize what a waste of precious time those years were!  If I would have just stopped long enough to really, truly seek our Lord Jesus with all my heart, not just with words, but really understood the treasure that Jesus truly is – well I can’t imagine where I’d be today in my walk with Him.

Don’t get me wrong, I constantly had Jesus on my lips, everyone knew and knows me to be a Christian, I never hid my faith or belief in Jesus under a bushel – but I spent so much time living in error, not fully understanding the true meaning of “relationship” with Jesus…what a terrible crying shame!!  I’m so upset at myself for being a blunderer for so long, I think of these wonderful dreams I’m having and the depth of the love and compassion the Lord is tenderly displaying to me and I am so humbled, I’m so humbled – I don’t deserve this honor, to be visited by the Lord night after night – who am I that He should spend so much time with me?  I’m nothing!  I don’t deserve this blessing at all, I’m certain there are more pious people out there, people who have done more for the cause of Christ than I ever have and could ever hope to!

In front of everyone, I don’t care who is reading this – I want to say, “Abba! Father, forgive me, forgive me for wasting so much time on the things of this world, for being wise in my own eyes, for thinking I had it all together, for causing you grief and grieving your Spirit, forgive me Lord!  I repent and turn away from all unrighteousness in favor of your Loving Kindness, your Forgiveness, and your Mercy… ”

….there’s no turning back for me now, and I would never want to, I’m more adamant now to serve Christ than ever before….  I mean….what would I go back to…?   …the filth and garbage of this world??

No thank you.


2Pe 2:19-21  While they promise them liberty, they themselves are the servants of corruption: for of whom a man is overcome, of the same is he brought in bondage. For if after they have escaped the pollutions of the world through the knowledge of the Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ, they are again entangled therein, and overcome, the latter end is worse with them than the beginning.

For it had been better for them not to have known the way of righteousness, than, after they have known it, to turn from the holy commandment delivered unto them. But it is happened unto them according to the true proverb, The dog is turned to his own vomit again; and the sow that was washed to her wallowing in the mire.

11 thoughts on “Aug 28, 2012 – Dream: Forgiveness and Mercy

  1. Dear sister. I started to cry when I read your blog today. I feel the same. I am ashamed of my so called faith in Jesus during the last 20 years when I thought I had it right and I was a believer. I was not, I never knew Him, I never had a relationship with him, I thought I served Him in the church but it was all a waste of time. Now I am living in daily repentence and loving Him more I could ever think. He is my Lord, my King and I follow Him wherever He leads me.

  2. I am in a Covenant with the LORD too, and HE gives me dreams,visions and words from YAHWEH,which I’ve been recording in a book for over two years. I would love to share my dreams with you and the world too, we never can tell who the LORD would draw to Him by reason of this dreams that are shared. Reading yours has been a blessing and an encouragedment. Keep up the good work, and may God uphold you in Yahushua’s (Jesus) name, Amen.

  3. Hi Selena, my spirit has witnessed your prayer and I also want to say and openly declare that Jesus is may savior and I love God so much for what he has done through his Son. By God’s grace and tender mercies He has never let me go and always stuck with me even in the past when I was so blind and of the world. But now I can see no other way but to live in Jesus and with Gods love. It is soooo wonderful to be there and I will follow wherever He leads me. May God’s love and mercy be with you all of your days.

  4. something is in the air, a lot of people feel the same way. HOLY SPIRIT is it, Luv ya in Yeshua’s name

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