Oct 31, 2012 – Dreams: The Eyes of God, Judgment

Today the Lord has been ministering to me with regard to the disobedient.  I was shown in a dream I received today that many of the Christians on Youtube are ministering the Lord’s truth in hate.  They have never known compassion in their lives, and because of this, they see YHVH Yeshua as a God of hate.  These people do not realize what they are doing, they see it as “righteous indignation” but what they are ministering is hatred.  He showed me their eyes – pure hatred as they read from Scripture, their voices sound like jagged metal being scraped on rocks – this is how the Lord views them.  They are judgmental, they do not know how to minister in love, so what they are actually ministering is spiritual poison.  They don’t know how to minister love because they have never experienced True Love for themselves, nor have they drawn close enough to Yeshua to experience it through Him.

I asked the Lord if He wants me to deliver a loving message to them, a gentle warning that they are in error and the Lord basically let me understand that they have been given AMPLE WARNING.  This was the word He gave me.  He is absolutely fed up.  What they don’t realize is that to His children, He is a God of love. He is tender and sweet to us….but to the disobedient and the wicked He is a God of Vengeance and Wrath and yes, He even hates His enemies.

When the Bible says that Yeshua is the LAMB OF GOD, that’s exactly what He is:  a tender virgin lamb.

When He ministers to me personally in dreams, this is how He is revealed to me, and when I sing to Him I do my best to keep in mind that I am singing to a tender Lamb who was torn for me.  In the dreams Yeshua exhibits a tender compassion and mercy that is absolutely not humanly possible to achieve.  Every time I wake from a dream like that, I am crying, in tears, from the joy of experiencing His Love.

These people who minister in hate are awaiting the fires, they are green fruitless trees, and they are not abiding in Yeshua, and those aren’t my words, those are the words of YHVH Yeshua.

As I continued with my day, the Lord spoke to my spirit and helped me to understand that He wanted me to review some of my old journal entries and asked me to begin in August 2012.  So that’s what I did; during this time period the Lord had been ministering to me about a dream He calls The Bed of Thorns.  It is a dream I am to receive that is a revealing of God’s Wrath upon the wicked.

When I first learned that I was to receive this dream, to be honest I panicked.  It sounded horrible the way the Lord described it:




I really cried out to the Lord to shield me from whatever it was that I was going to be shown, and that’s when the Lord ministered to me that He is my soul keeper and that I will be given the strength to endure the message and content of the dream.

So today, as I was reviewing some of the older journal entries, I came across something where the Lord was ministering to me that after receiving the dream I would never be the same again. He said I will be changed forever.   The Lord said,


I understood that I would undergo some sort of a change.  My basic understanding at this point in time is that most definately the change will be spiritual; once I am shown what the Lord wishes to reveal, there will be no question for me ever that YHVH Yeshua is real, and that He is who He says He is and that I am His child forever.  I understand I will obtain a spiritual growth unlike anything I’ve ever experienced.

But on August 7, 2012, I was wondering if it was possible that the Lord was showing me I might also undergo an actual physical change as well.  The reason why I thought that at the time was because of several dreams I have had where I saw myself looking in the mirror and I saw my eyes, they looked like the eyes of Taurus when Venus was in the left eye of the bull, the left eye being darkened, a prophetic sign of Biblical proportion of the coming Judgment upon the earth; this happened in the heavens on June 19, 2012.

Today, as I reviewed that entry and went over the part where I documented the “left eye is darkened”  the Lord ministered a word to me: BLINDED

So, a darkened eye is a blind eye, and eye that cannot receive light.  Spiritually speaking I understood this to be another symbolic depiction of the division that is currently taking place in the spiritual realm, the division of the sheep from the goats; we are the sheep of the Lord’s pasture and we are being kept hidden behind the Wall of Separation, and on the other side, the goats, the spiritually blind, who are not able to receive the Light of God’s Truth because they refuse to repent and be reconciled to Abba Father via the means of the Blood of Yeshua, His precious son.

Both eyes of YHVH:

Pro 15:3  The eyes of the LORD are in every place, beholding the evil and the good.

Psa 34:15  The eyes of the LORD are upon the righteous, and his ears are open unto their cry.

1Pe 3:12  For the eyes of the Lord are over the righteous, and his ears are open unto their prayers: but the face of the Lord is against them that do evil.

The eye of blessing:

Psa 33:18  Behold, the eye of the LORD is upon them that fear him, upon them that hope in his mercy;

Psa 17:8-9  Keep me as the apple of the eye, hide me under the shadow of thy wings, from the wicked that oppress me, from my deadly enemies, who compass me about.

The eye of cursing:

Eze 7:4  And mine eye shall not spare thee, neither will I have pity: but I will recompense thy ways upon thee, and thine abominations shall be in the midst of thee: and ye shall know that I am the LORD.

Eze 8:18  Therefore will I also deal in fury: mine eye shall not spare, neither will I have pity: and though they cry in mine ears with a loud voice, yet will I not hear them.

Eze 9:10  And as for me also, mine eye shall not spare, neither will I have pity, but I will recompense their way upon their head.


If you are reading this warning about the Judgment of God and His coming Wrath and you have not received Yeshua, Jesus Christ, as your Lord and Savior please pray this prayer of Repentance with me right now, today:  http://wp.me/P2CV0l-1cM

Oct 30, 2012 – Word: Form and Style

I have been seeking the Lord for understanding as to how He communicates with me.  I know it’s by the power of the Holy Spirit that dwells within me, but I have been seeking a description.  I believe I received my answer today.

The Lord reminded me that one of my uncles is a gifted abstract artist.  It was then that I understood that, at least in part, this is the method of communication in which He ministers to me.  The meaning of the message is hidden within the artwork’s collective presentation.  It’s amazing really, the Lord has chosen this form and style to communicate with me – it must be something in the way my brain functions.  Perhaps there are others as well…

The word the Lord gave me to minister this to me is:




Scriptural Reference:

Ecc 8:16-17  When I applied mine heart to know wisdom, and to see the business that is done upon the earth: (for also there is that neither day nor night seeth sleep with his eyes:) Then I beheld all the work of God, that a man cannot find out the work that is done under the sun: because though a man labour to seek it out, yet he shall not find it; yea further; though a wise man think to know it, yet shall he not be able to find it.

Ecc 11:5  As thou knowest not what is the way of the spirit, nor how the bones do grow in the womb of her that is with child: even so thou knowest not the works of God who maketh all.

See also, Psalm 23: http://www.allonlinebible.com/read.php


Oct 30, 2012 – Dream: Sandy Waters

I had an interesting dream last night; I was being poured out…in water…I understood that the Lord was preparing me for battle somehow.  I only had a little bit to offer, but what I had He was going to use in a mighty way.  I saw myself being poured out.  The Lord scooped up a little bit of sand.  He poured the sand into water and the water represented “a lot” – when the sand was poured out, it made the water cloudy, and making the water cloudy represented a storm.  From that little tiny amount of sand, all of the water became cloudy.  The Lord said that this is an ANALOGY.

He also gave me this word:




Some things that were referenced in the dream:



The Ocean


Water Rising




I asked the Lord, is there anything you want to add to the word “because?”   And the Lord said, JUST BECAUSE.

The Lord is a great God and a great King above all the earth.  Even though I only  have a little bit to offer, He is using me just because it makes Him happy to do it.  Thank you Abba, for assuring me that I am doing exactly what you have called me to do.


Scriptural Reference:

1Ki 4:29  And God gave Solomon wisdom and understanding exceeding much, and largeness of heart, even as the sand that is on the sea shore.

Jas 1:5-7  If any of you lack wisdom, let him ask of God, that giveth to all men liberally, and upbraideth not; and it shall be given him.  But let him ask in faith, nothing wavering. For he that wavereth is like a wave of the sea driven with the wind and tossed. For let not that man think that he shall receive any thing of the Lord.

Oct 29, 2012 – Dream: Rest in Yeshua

(It’s currently 11:43 p.m.) I had a very special dream earlier today and wasn’t sure whether I should blog it, but I’ve decided that maybe it’s the best thing to do.

In the dream I was laying in my bed sleeping.  Yeshua came to me and lifted me up off the bed, holding me in his arms as I slept.  The interesting thing about this is that I was completely aware of what was going on, even though my body appeared to be resting in His arms.

As He carried me, I was taken to different places and shown Judgment, a downstairs room totally engulfed in flames, and the disobedient being controlled and enthralled by the entertainment industry.  I was shown that I was hidden in Covenant with Yeshua, that I would be protected from the serpentine doctrines by the Wall of Separation and that I was deeply and passionately loved by the Lord.   Yeshua carried me, as I slept peacefully in his arms, to all of these places and I was very aware of what was going on, it was like I was spiritually awake, while my physical body slept….

I believe this speaks to the Bride of Christ and is a message for God’s True Beloved People.  What this dream is saying is that while the Judgment of the Disobedient is going down, and we are well aware that Judgment and Punishment are here, we can rest assured in and with Yeshua, because we are in Covenant with Him, having accepted His Salvation.

The love and comforting displayed in the dream was total calm and peace – it was all shown to me in slow motion – graceful strides taken by our Lord to not jar me from my rest in Him.


Scriptural Reference:

Psa 4:1-8  Hear me when I call, O God of my righteousness: thou hast enlarged me when I was in distress; have mercy upon me, and hear my prayer.   O ye sons of men, how long will ye turn my glory into shame? how long will ye love vanity, and seek after leasing? Selah.  But know that the LORD hath set apart him that is godly for himself: the LORD will hear when I call unto him.  Stand in awe, and sin not: commune with your own heart upon your bed, and be still. Selah.  Offer the sacrifices of righteousness, and put your trust in the LORD. There be many that say, Who will shew us any good? LORD, lift thou up the light of thy countenance upon us. Thou hast put gladness in my heart, more than in the time that their corn and their wine increased.

I will both lay me down in peace, and sleep: for thou, LORD, only makest me dwell in safety.

Sept 10, 2012 – Dream: Warning FACEBOOK

In this dream I was part of a specially chosen group of people.  We had to go out on special missions and when we came back, we had to report for duty and be accounted for.  There was fear associated with this.  I noted in the dream that we weren’t allowed to look up.  We had to keep our heads down, I don’t recall too much of the scenery because my head was down and I saw mostly the dirt and ground.

I saw machine guns in the dream, me and another person walked around a wall to go to a main building of some sort.  We were being escorted by someone and I told the person with me, “Don’t look them in the eye.”   As we were walking with our heads down, I whispered to the person with me, “You did a really good job.”

We were definitely afraid of losing our lives.   We were fenced in, I remember seeing fencing.  There was an element of hating the people, the people with the guns.

After documenting the dream and going into prayer, the understanding I received from the Lord is that this dream is a warning about FACEBOOK.   Here is the interpretation of the dream:

I was part of a group of prisoners of war, consisting of both men and women, who were rounded up by cadets.  The place was a FEMA/Prison Camp.  The special missions are work details for men, but the work details for the women consist of sex slavery.  The way the Lord revealed that to me was by giving me a vision of a scene from an old movie Les Miserables, when the Uma Thurman character is laying on the mattress and she uncovers naked self as an offer to her landlord for monies owed.

Ok, so this is about a debt issue;  the people in my dream were removed from  the country and taken specific places, I know China is one of those places,  that is the understanding that was given to me.  The people who were captured, they were mostly teens and young adults.

The word I received from the Lord is:




During prayer I was given a specific person in my family I was to warn.  When I was shown who that person was that has been targeted, I cried out to the Lord, because I knew that he would not heed the warning.   I was so upset, I actually became physically ill, and the Lord ministered His Peace upon me and gave me a word of Hope:  I AM MORE THAN CAPABLE.

Prior to having this dream I closed my FACEBOOK account, I did it because I was given a specific warning from the Lord regarding it.  But then I had this dream.

I know others have been sounding the alarm about FACEBOOK and now, with this blog entry, I am joining them.

Think about it:  Your name, location, photos, habits, daily lifestyle, things you like and don’t like, etc., you are creating a dossier that can be used by any sort of predator out there, and especially the government.  Remember when we were little and our parents would tell us, “Don’t talk to strangers!”  Why do people think it’s ok to update their lives moment by moment, in great detail, on a public forum?   I wonder sometimes if this isn’t the reason why so many young girls and boys go missing, perhaps they made a comment like, “I’m going to be at the ice cream shop here (and they provide the name and even a photo of the place), and anyone who wants to join me can come too!”  And then, next thing you know, they’ve gone missing.  That may sound extreme, but when I had my FACEBOOK account open, I knew adults who were doing that!

People think of Facebook as a blessing from God because they have found long lost family and friends; so write down their phone numbers, addresses and contact them that way.

Regardless of whether it is used with business or organizations, I urge you to close your FACEBOOK accounts.

Whatever you decide, understand this: YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED.


Scriptural Reference:

Ezekiel 33:1-7

1 Again the word of the LORD came unto me, saying,

 2  Son of man, speak to the children of thy people, and say unto them, When I bring the sword upon a land, if the people of the land take a man of their coasts, and set him for their watchman:

 3  If when he seeth the sword come upon the land, he blow the trumpet, and warn the people;

 4  Then whosoever heareth the sound of the trumpet, and taketh not warning; if the sword come, and take him away, his blood shall be upon his own head.

 5  He heard the sound of the trumpet, and took not warning; his blood shall be upon him. But he that taketh warning shall deliver his soul.

 6  But if the watchman see the sword come, and blow not the trumpet, and the people be not warned; if the sword come, and take any person from among them, he is taken away in his iniquity; but his blood will I require at the watchman’s hand.

 7  So thou, O son of man, I have set thee a watchman unto the house of Israel; therefore thou shalt hear the word at my mouth, and warn them from me.

Oct 28, 2012 – Update on my Online Dream Diary

Hello everyone, I have upgraded my blog to the PRO version so that the ads to not appear.

I hope and pray that after the year subscription is over, I will be able to pay for another installment;  if for some reason I am not able to, please know that the ads belong to WordPress and are placed on the posts by WordPress because the blog is free; I personally do not make any money from them being posted on my blog.  I would rather make my living as a maid, than make any money off my blog or youtube channel, that is how I truly feel, that is how I have always felt.

Anyway, along with that upgrade I will be able to upload videos to my blog that I will not be posting on my youtube channel – they will, more-often-than-not, be the audio recordings from when I wake up from the dreams.  I’m still trying to figure out how to do that, but soon you’ll be able to hear my morning voice!  lol  ツ

The dream videos I will still upload to my youtube channel as the Lord prompts.

God bless you all.  Selina

Scriptural Reference:

2Co 11:9  And when I was present with you, and wanted, I was chargeable to no man: for that which was lacking to me the brethren which came from Macedonia supplied: and in all things I have kept myself from being burdensome unto you, and so will I keep myself.

See also: Act 18:3, Act 20:33; 1Th 2:9; 2Th 3:8-9.

Oct 27, 2012 – Dream: A Walk at the Zoo

Last night I came under heavy spiritual attack and began seeking and crying to the Lord.   When I began to panic, that is when the Lord placed His hand on me and caused me to fall asleep, giving me a dream.    In the dream, Yeshua walked me through a scenario;  for lack of a better term, it was almost like being at the zoo.

We walked together, Hand in hand, from place to place, and look at the different displays and He would counsel me on how He is with me through it all.  So, I was shown different scenes of life, like these:

  1. When I’m lonely
  2. The Pharisees
  3. When family doesn’t understand
  4. Different life circumstances
  5. Spiritual Attacks against me
  6. The demonically possessed
  7. The Powerful Event

Each time we walked to a scene, Yeshua would show me scripture that applied.  He specifically showed me Sabbath verses, and also drew me to Peter and Paul, specifically 1st and 2nd Peter.  So, I’ll be studying those later today.   We spoke intimately, and the Lord assured me that He is always there for me, and He is always being careful with me.

There was some sort of event that happened at the end of the dream, it had to do with Scripture.  The Power of Scripture.

Scriptural Reference:

Heb 4:1-16  Let us therefore fear, lest, a promise being left us of entering into his rest, any of you should seem to come short of it.  For unto us was the gospel preached, as well as unto them: but the word preached did not profit them, not being mixed with faith in them that heard it. For we which have believed do enter into rest, as he said, As I have sworn in my wrath, if they shall enter into my rest: although the works were finished from the foundation of the world.  For he spake in a certain place of the seventh day on this wise, And God did rest the seventh day from all his works. And in this place again, If they shall enter into my rest.

Seeing therefore it remaineth that some must enter therein, and they to whom it was first preached entered not in because of unbelief: Again, he limiteth a certain day, saying in David, To day, after so long a time; as it is said, To day if ye will hear his voice, harden not your hearts.  For if Jesus had given them rest, then would he not afterward have spoken of another day.  There remaineth therefore a rest to the people of God.

For he that is entered into his rest, he also hath ceased from his own works, as God did from his.  Let us labour therefore to enter into that rest, lest any man fall after the same example of unbelief. For the word of God is quick, and powerful, and sharper than any twoedged sword, piercing even to the dividing asunder of soul and spirit, and of the joints and marrow, and is a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart.  Neither is there any creature that is not manifest in his sight: but all things are naked and opened unto the eyes of him with whom we have to do.

Seeing then that we have a great high priest, that is passed into the heavens, Jesus the Son of God, let us hold fast our profession.  For we have not an high priest which cannot be touched with the feeling of our infirmities; but was in all points tempted like as we are, yet without sin.

*Let us therefore come boldly unto the throne of grace, that we may obtain mercy, and find grace to help in time of need.

See also First and Second Peter:  http://www.allonlinebible.com/read.php